november 25th 2011

I just wanna tell ya bout my feeling right now. i know that will be unimportant to you guys, but i don't have any friend to tell all my feelings :'
hi guys, I'm bilqis 15th years old . I'm from Indonesia . I'm in the 10th grade of 20 senior high school :)
I'm happy for my life , sometimes...
*sigh*
sometimes I feel that after i have make a friends , a lot i mean . almost of them was leave me :'
maybe i must look to myself . is there something wrong ?
i know if I've many friends that mean some of them will leave by me, but not forever... :'
or maybe if I've a new boyfriend , it will be the same.


when I took a bath, i thought something. I thought about my birthday...
I asked to myself, who will receive the first slice. hmm no, I mean third slice (first and second will be my parents, maybe)...
on the my 15th birthday last January, dodo received the first slice of my birthday cake...
some people said that the first slice was the special one...
and for my next birthday ? who will receive that ?
I DON'T KNOW !!!
but i thought something else, i thought that my third and fourth slice will be for both them :)
yah if they come...
do you know who are them ? both of them are 2 boys that I like , although one of them I didn't like anymore ☺
and for the fifth slice will be ended in my best friend of course
so, I'll prepare first 5 slice for the special person...
hmmm but WHO ?